I am so upset today. I think the main reason behind it is that Tuesday is the first day of classes at the University. I want to go. And I can't. It is so frustrating. I have been taking classes one or two at a time forever. I only need two classes, science and an elective, to get my Associates. I know an Associates isn't a big deal, but it would be a piece of paper ~ proof of the work I have done. To get so close and not be able to finish is annoying. So why don't I go? Money, time, daycare, blah, blah, blah. So close and yet, so far. If I went full time, I could have my bachelor's in two years. Two years is nothing! In two years, Echo would be ready for preschool. I could (gasp) get a real job and we could have some extra money. Mike could quit working 80 hour weeks. I would want to finish even if I never got a job, though. Just to feel like I had accomplished something I set out to do.
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